This is love

It's been a while since I posted something. My life is just not so interesting I guess xD
So I'll tell you something 'old', but it something that comes to my mind now and then.

So about 2.5 years ago I fell deeply in love with a guy from my class. He was, still is actually, the perfect guy for me, he has everything I ever wanted in a guy. We got along very well, and still do. And he gave me the feeling he loved me too. I never told him that I loved him, but he knew, guess I was very obvious. And he had told me he didn't love me the way I loved him, I was sad for that, but as long as he was still my friends I could live with it.
Until he got a girlfriend, I was so jealous of the girl. I eventually got over it, even though it took me a while and I was able to be happy for him being happy. Now my feelings for him aren't that strong anymore, I've learned to control them, but I guess I know that my feelings for him will never go away completely cause I have loved him too much for that too happen.
He will always be my Prince Charming and have that very special place in my heart. He was the first guy I ever fell so much in love with. Sometimes I wonder how my life would be like now, if he had loved me back, but it'something I'll never know. I hope that one day, I'll meet a guy I'll be even more in love with than I was with him, cause that might be the day that I'll be able to stop my feelings for him completely.
But until that day, I'll just have to keep hoping and praying